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jasmine goh
25th december 92
16 going to 17 tis year
ex-hillgrovian
studying in ngee ann poly
School of life science,horlticure and landscape management
life is too short to wake up with regrets

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study in ngee ann poly
to have good grades
GO back to visit UNACAS

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PINK
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backstabber
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insects
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Meet IS grp members in de library at 9am to discuss our project..and Finally CQ project is OVER le..yay~~~so i am left with my Soil science exam and LSDF project..my workload is lesser le..quite happy with my CQ presentation..haha..
I HATE THAT FEELING…But i cant help it!!
Friends are friends. Classmates are classmate. There is a clear cut between these two different groups of people in my life. What I hate about myself is that I can't be happy for a classmate...I can't be happy with my classmate for having things better than me or being more fortunate than me or having more friends than me..I always want things to go my way and if it does not I will get very irritated and upset. The worst part is not being able to be happy for anyone and deep down wishing them bad things when they get what they want :((((( I feel horrible but it overcomes me and I can't help it. Is it competition between people? I mean I can’t even imagine feeling happy for anyone of my classmate...I can’t imagine how that must feel like cause I NEVER feel happy for anyone of my classmate. Never have!!! I am not even acquainted with that feeling...all that happens is that I just feel miserable I don’t have what they have - even if objectively what they have is not that much better than me...To me, classmate are just some random people that enter and goes out of my life. Whereas friends are people that will always stand by you and give you the best advices. I always hope the best for my friends and not classmates. I can sacrifice for my friends and help them in every way as long as it’s I am able to help. Not everybody can be friends. And classmates are classmates and friends are friends. I love all my friends and vice versa for Classmates. I already know this is not normal for a normal human being, or is it?

8:30 PM